but I don't want to join the REAL WORLD...
I am almost 22 and I still live like a child.
I work, but my money has been used on the things I want, not to support myself. And I do not use it responsibly.
I block out reality incredibly effectively. I don't acknowledge it. If something happens to disturb my fantasy world of childlike irresponsibility, I ignore it. That is until the problem is so big it's not just my problem anymore.
Anyone who knew me in High School probably doesn't believe this. Because I used to be the picture of responsibility. And when it comes to certain things I still am.
I am punctual to a fault, almost always early for everything. I shoulder more than my share of responsibilities and worries at work.
But my scholarly life has deteriorated to nothing now... I can't stand school anymore. And my personal life, never eventful but once satisfying, is now completely nonexistent.
And I still don't want to grow up.
I work, but my money has been used on the things I want, not to support myself. And I do not use it responsibly.
I block out reality incredibly effectively. I don't acknowledge it. If something happens to disturb my fantasy world of childlike irresponsibility, I ignore it. That is until the problem is so big it's not just my problem anymore.
Anyone who knew me in High School probably doesn't believe this. Because I used to be the picture of responsibility. And when it comes to certain things I still am.
I am punctual to a fault, almost always early for everything. I shoulder more than my share of responsibilities and worries at work.
But my scholarly life has deteriorated to nothing now... I can't stand school anymore. And my personal life, never eventful but once satisfying, is now completely nonexistent.
And I still don't want to grow up.
posted by Nadellie Mastwen at 6:53 PM
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