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So I think that as much as we think we like to be happy, we all really want to be unhappy. Then we get to complain about our unhappiness. So I've figured out that I'm alway sabotaging my own love life by taking the image of someone I'm interested in and creating a perfect being that no one could ever live up to and expecting that person to be my creation. And I know I'm not the only one who does this, that is what is sad. Obviously there won't be hope for me until I change.